Ignorance Is A Bliss

2012-02-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2012
HAPPY CNY
HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY
TO ALL MY FRIENDSSSS :)

2011-09-15T05:10:00.000+08:00

its really been hard for me !!!!
because of u i'm not in a good situation with my family
because of everything turn bad
because of u i have to suffer
because of u i have to think by myself
because of u i fall too much
because of u i dont even have shoulder to cry on
because of u i have to endure
bacause of u i have tolerate myself
because of u i dont have a good home
because of u i dont have anything nice
bacause of u i have nothing but troubles
becuase of u i put myself in deep shit
bacause of u i dont have the confidence again
because of u giving me so much disappointment and pain i felt like dying

really i will get use to me myself being alone
everything its cause of u i feel very left out
and u thinking nothing worry nothing at all
and me outside suffering like fk !!!!

2011-09-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

whoooo hi peeps!!!! have been staying over at the chalet since 28 aug
till today and is the 3 sept so its a week ????
lol crazy us due to someone so we have to do this stupid
but enjoy times with baby toh and the rest over the week stay over there :DD
fun laughter of course there r even quarrels as while
but everything drew us closer :))
but after eveything went back to his hse
fk my nightmare began !!!!! the room was in a mess shit
wad kind of father he have lazy yet dont even want to keep the hse clean????
ahaha then wad for stay at home????
want to stay at home can make the hse clean larx
do the ouse chores larx fk lehx y so lazy???
guys cannot do house chores arx??? whats that thinking????
fk it man !!!! ur son all learn from u liao larx!!!!!

2011-08-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

its aug this proves that im getting one yr older :)
things happen

baby growing well
his learning to crawl now
he knos how to hold milk bottle not for long though
he knows how to eat soft food
he drinks 160ml now
send him for his vaccination today
he only cried for awhile and he stop brave lill boy
he loves ppl to play with him even talking to him
will make him smile :D
he still drink his milk 3-4 hrs at night
mumy is looking after him fro me at night durinng week days
as for week ends da yi will be looking after jarius for me
i really appreciate the things they did.

as for work i guess its time for me to look for a new job now
cant stay long at this company so trying hard to look for one now
hope things will go well
hope nothing will go wrong :D

as for baby toh things are going well for as now
wad pass is pass i guess
i shouldn't look into the past
i should live in the present and think of the future
so thing is going well
baby toh undertsand that money is really hard to come
though he cant really find a normal working job but still
he is doing his best i hope so
i hope i didnt trust him wrongly this time round
but i have seen him change alot real lot
hoping that he wont betray me again !!!!

and baby today is 19 :) another 19
and many more 19 to come <3

2011-07-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

years and ages since i last blog
been busy with work dont even have the time to
play with my son ..
mummy is looking after him :DD
so now waiting for him to get a job so i can have agood rest
not rest but get an office job i really want
to watch baby GROW each day !!!
something new :DDDD
i just did this yesterday??? haha
it a yant called "gao yok"
so hoping things will go well for me :DDD
anyway cause of doing this i didnt get to see baby :((
im now seeing baby only once a week when its my off day
cause everyday work reach home 11plus liao
really very tired wake up at 9 ??? hai
i dont know when will his father wake up and lessen my burden
all he does is play eat and sleep
mouth say want to work want to work but
its only all his saying sick and tired of listening to it !!11

2011-03-28T17:44:00.002+08:00

i cant hold on to it anymore really !!!
its so so difficult for me !!!!

2011-03-21T04:06:00.000+08:00

i envy those young mummies feeling so happy
and having the happiness that they want how
i wish i could be like them how i wish
i hope this will b e a lesson
let say if i found someone better then u
i hope everything will be like a fairytale

2011-03-21T04:02:00.001+08:00

i envy those young mummies feeling so happy
and having the happiness that they want how
i wish i could be like them how i wish

2011-03-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

yawns ages since i last blog!!!!!

LOTS OF THINGS HAPPEN REAL LOTS!!!

i really at lost
dont know wad to do i seems to be at lost
really lost
his story seems so fake
i dont know i guess some will break down for sure
i dont know y am i still like that
is there still love and trust between us???
i dont know i feel so lost and wonder which is his true words
which is a true story i dont know wad to do !!!!
i seems breaking down !!!

2011-01-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

bored till we play mahjong LOL

above is the lastest pic of my lill prince
and some overdue pictures ((: theres more
will post it up some days ((:

okay my confinement is almost done
afew more days ((:
and i can get back home
home i guess should be my own home ((:
must i still carry on everything like thiss????
whats the point of getting the answer that i want
and just get angry????
i should just move on and let it be forget abt it
i should just try to forget abt it
I HAVE TO TRY !!!!
so now i dont think i have a choice
i want to watch my prince grow but i can't
i have to fill his stomach first so
he must understand me !! i hope he will

but now sometimes when he cry i will get abit piss off
its cause i dont know what he really wants )):
i was abt to wonder if i could get someone
to look after him for me until his able to talk and everything
and return him to me but by then
he will stick to the person who look after him and not me already
so i got to tolerate everything and look after him
but how i wish at night he can dont disturb me
let me sleep till morning that will be wonderful ((:

tml will be a better one. Just Smile Through Ur Day (((:

2011-01-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

haha okay last yr before x'mas
that's how i look like during my preggy!!!
round round round !!!!
okay and that tree beside me i was the
second biggest contributor LOL
that whole tree almost cost abt $1000!!! no joke!!
and i guess i conributed to that tree abt 400plussss???

okay now back to my mum's place due to some stuff
seriously i dont know what went wrong
maybe its my fault??? i don't know
but all i wanted was his accompany but he still dont bother??
y it has to be turning out this way??
he said im stressing him???? idk in wad ways
he change?? or am i thinking too much that he have someone outside???
i don't know !!!! really
i give him more then anyone can thought of
if i were to tell someone they all say im crazy
but i have given him more really alot
y must he treat me this way?????
there's still lots of things i want to know before
i follow what my heart say
im too numb for anything really numb
he did the same thing again and again y is this so????
he just doesnt know he have a son of his own !!!!
have i choose the wrong man?????
i have not regretted keeping this child of mine
but have i choosen the wrong man???????
there's still sooooo much to ask but who can i turn to
or who can i ask??? who can i get the answer????
i guess time will really heal, i only have two 2 months
with my son so make good use of this 2 months
amd then decide what must i do
"zou dao qiao tao zhi ran zi" hope till the day comes
my answer and everything will be a good one
if the worst really comes then i have to stay strong
and not crying hard over it !!! 加油

2011-01-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

now back to his hse yawnzzzz
feel so weird and so not use to it
maybe cause at mummy place she do everything for me
and nw suddenly come back i got to do everything myself )):
and worst its not my hse i feel so weird
so i feel like going back to mummy place maybe tml???
see what is he going to do tonight if he is going to
throw me all alone im going back to mummy place
at least time over there is much more faster
and i dont have to worry abt everything ((:
as for baby his growing well
and i realise that put him sleep in the pram is much better
he sleep real while on it rather then on the bed
if he sleep on the bed he will suddenly like "tio chua"
hands and leg will fly up haha
did try to wrap him up but he dont like
so today whille i was packing the room i put him in the pram
after his milk he slept all the way until his hungry LOL
so i found him a new 'HOME' :DDDD

2011-01-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

whooo today is another sunday
two more sunday to go whoo and im out ((:
okay baby is doing well
his jaundice went down already
so his quite active nw
but he sleeps in the afternoon and
wake up in the night haha
but he will go back to sleep at around 2 plus
so got to change his habit
i want to watch baby grow i dont want to
miss this stage )):
i got to think real hard.

2011-01-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

seriously i envy those mummy who can stay at home

looking after their kids grow i also

i want to watch my boy grow

but let's say if i really do stay at home

everything will be in a mess really

if i stay at home = no money

if i got money = no time to stay at home ))):

i have to come to a decision before my boy grows big

i got to make up my mind

if i choose to to stay at home

it will be a great suffer for both of us

really a huge suffer!!!

should i go through this great suffer

or should i just let my son stick to other ppl???

i feel so jealous when i think that when

he gets older he wont stick to me he will

stick to other ppl it will really break my heart )):

but how did mummy went through all this trouble??

to think of what to choose??

work or stay at home???

2011-01-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

my stratch mark and skratch marks
are all so shit ahaha !!!
this was last few days before baby boy was out ((:
and my once upon time ballon
has been inflated lol
okay during pregnacy while taking train
after work there's this auntie ask me
"ni de tu zi shi liang ge arx?" LOL
seems like my tummy is big wor !!
but i guess it was really huge larx lol

okay nw in my 11 days of confinement
wound is almost heal
so im starting to get active already
ahahah so nw im shouting
"its boring" still have 19 more days to go
how? what can i do ?
and nw his throwing me here all alone )):
due to baby jarius is having juandice nw
his a lazy baby but its getting low already
so his getting quite active already i gets to play with him ((:

im sorry i dont wish to loose u

2011-01-09T20:23:00.001+08:00

okay since a very long time i last blog ((:
my baby boy is out jarius toh is this lill prince name ((:
he was born on 01012011 ((:
his head circumference 33cm
natural with epidural
okay here come the story ((:

Birth Story

its was my off day on 29 dec'10

so i have a follow-up with kkh on that day

when is was my turn doctor told me i was 3cm dilate

and he ask me to admit to hospitial

i was like huh????

i only have mild contraction not so intense yet

and i got no choice at night actually can eat steamboat with grandma they all

but in the end shit stay at hospitial

so got no choice wait los

then wanted baby toh to accompany me or else very scare

but the nurse chase him off ))):

so im all along at night scary !!!

next morning he came and when he came they r abt to push me down to the labour ward

it was damn scary lol can't imagine im in that room haha

okay the room is not scary but its like im scary myself

cause its in the morning so when i was down there i ask

the nurse is it okay if i wait till at night then bring me down??

cause i want baby to be born on the first

so the nurse check with the doctor so doctor say okay lol

so i was be warded back to my own ward haha

and its still early baby toh borught food

so finish up the food and mummy left only left me baby toh and ben

so we three treat there like hotel not we three larx

the two of them go down buy food bring up eat

then around 3 plus all 3 of us got nothing to do so we slept

okay me and baby toh share the bed then ben sleep on the chair

there wasnt anyone in the ward and we close the curtain so no one can see haha

its a 5 beded room 2 just discharge so its empty one went to labour ward

one went out to have a walk and the whole ward was ours

after that dinner was serve ahahaha my time too go down was getting nearer

was so scare finish up my dinner went to bathe wash my hair

and wait for the time to pass and 8pm here comes the nurse

to bring me down so only hubby is allow to follow me in

so ben went home i guess so after that so doctor check me

and he ask me this funny question u still can choose to wait for the contraction to come

or he burst my bag nw the risk is by 12 hours baby have to be out or else

i have to go for c-section dont know how to decide and worst is

its the same doctor who admit me to the hospitial shit

so i decide to burst my bag and they induce me los

so they burst my bag at around 9pm and pain started to come

very fast at first was 10 mins slowly 5 then 2 and shit

i cant stand the pain so i ask for epidural at around 12

and after that they increase the dosage of the oxytocin

(actually they have slowly increase it i ask them to slow down

cause at first i dont want any epidural or anything)

but the pain came too quickly so i ask for it.

and was shivering but the epidural really works

midwife came in and help me to deliver cause mine was a sub one

so doctor will only come in after that

doctor did came in but went off after awhile so i started to push

from 2:10am onwards and my lill prince was out at 3:33am nice right

Jarius Toh (((: x3

To My Boy:

it wasn't an easy battle for me / neither a hard one

i carried u for 9 months

i cried with u in my tummy

laugh with u in my tummy

i brought u where ever i go

i tried to eat whats best for u

and nw after 9 months u r out from that water bag

you have to learn to be a good boy

and learn to live life to ur fulless

u have to learn from the start mummy will be here guiding u through

so dont be afraid

but don't blame mummy if i did it wrongly

its cause im same like u learning from the start as well

love you my dearest boy (:

2010-12-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

okay since i got nothing to do i shall updated

nw im in the ward waiting for my time to pass
so going into the labour ward at 8pm depending on the avalibilty
wa waiting the time to pass is really scary man so scare
ahaha
at first was send down to the labour ward just nw in the morning already
but cause water bag not yet burst i requested to do it later today cause
i want his birthday to be 01012011 nice right ((:
so got to wait los so scare !!!!
i guess baby toh also scare haha just nw when we two at the labour ward
his reaction was like how what am i suppose to do ??? haha
i also scare lying down there but lucky doctor
say i still can wait casue my contraction also not that pain yet
so i requested not to burst my bag first los ...
but deng dai de shi hou shi hen pai ren de ...
no wonder there a saying
deng dai shi tong ku de lol !!!!
will update when im out ((:
wait for my great news everyone be excited ((:

2010-12-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

whooooo 37 weeks nw !!!
went to see doctor today everything's well.
did the blood test 2 days back for diabities was negative ((:
today was out for the whole day with mummy and mr toh
first went to pay "tai suay" then went to look for my uncle after that
went to this person's hse to let him push mummy and er yi's leg
left his hse was around 6pm already drive back look for my uncle
then went to bedok eat after that home one off day
just gone like this so fast.
going back to doctor n another one week time ((:

2010-12-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

In my 37 weeks pregnant whoo doctor say baby will be out anytime his head is down nw so any contraction or water bag burst my boy
will be ready to be out ((:
so scare yet so excited.
excited in a way that im seeing my boy soon wonder who he looks like ((:
scare cause dont know when he wants to be out
own time own target so scary lol. hopes he wants to be out on the 1.01.11
and be the first baby so there might be extra bonus lol haha.
so going to see doctor every once a week already.
took blood test today to check weather do i have diabities anot
so got to fest since mid night 12 am
took blood at 8:50am after that they gave me drank this sweet drink
yucks glucose it was shit my nightmare first time drank this type of water
it was so sweet and its taste was like medicine yet i'm not allow to drink water
nearly vomit out but im not allow to vomit if i were to vomit
i got to take everything again. so just tolerated thought after burping afew times
everything will be fine but i burp all the way while waiting for the time to pass
cause got to wait for 2 hrs for the next blood to be drawn
so went to mum's place burp all the way even at her hse kept burping
so after the second blood was dawn went to had breakfast shit
feel like vomitting cant forget abt the taste so ate noodle soup
gt much better after that around 11:30am went back to work.
worst glucose drink lol shit.
anyway haven't thought of this lill prince name so got to start cracking lol
ideas???? with GREAT meaning....

2010-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

whoooo!!! went out with mummy and baby toh
went to NEX the new shopping mall at serangoon !!!
quiet big more on F&B brought some baby clothes ((:
sunday another off going together with baby toh again ((:
might be going bugis to buy more clothes guess so
yeah so excited on sunday going out again WHOOOO~
haha gonna buy more cutey stuff for my baby boy lol

2010-11-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

am i always thinking too much???
i guess so..
i dont know y i will think alot from one thing to another lol
as if there's link to it.

but im happy to say im working or else
i guess i will get depression mans lol
kept thinking those stupid things then after which tell myself dont think so much.

im really bored..
i dont know wad to do..
i dont know when is he going to work everyone seems to be asking this Question
sometimes i do wonder does he really know how to think?
will he be a better someone??
i really dont know..
maybe i cant really rely on him too much it will only be another disappointment.

and since i have decided to go over to mummy place for my confinment then let it be
stop those thinking dont care them since he like doesnt even bother
then y should i bother that much.
love is like so blind so i want to see colour instead of black and white
if i could turn back the time i wont go into marriage first but still
i will keep the baby. ((:

2010-11-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

my blog seems so bored so wordy.
no pictures sian!!!
will upload some soon when i have my lill prince pic :DD

this few days my whole body seems so itchy dont know y
and nw my both legs so red with lill spots ahahaha
please chop off my leg looks damn ugly like shit !!!!
so scare that it might leave some scar if i were to keep skratching it )):

*yawnxx* work work work so nothing much everyday work
days r getting near to seeing my lill boy ((:
wonder how he looks like?
who he looks like?
how will he be like when he grows?
hope everything will go well !!
guess will be doing my confinment at my mummy place
so it will be much better for me i hope so ((:
i hope when baby cry i wont cry together not knowing what to do !! LOL

so still got one month more to go
in my 35 weeks nw ((:
his kicking got much ((: lol
will update when i upload it up to my lappy
hope everything will go well for me and baby ((:

kept asking baby this question
"nw u treat me so good when baby come out
will everything still the same? will u treat me like how u treat me nw?"
he will say of course will larx.
but dont know true anot hope its true lol.

baby names that i thought of
Jedrek - Manly strong
Jairus - he shines
(but Jairus one of my collgue say jairus like malay name so thought of spelling it into jayrus)

2010-11-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

hot, dirty, shit, full of insects its totally a nightmare

2010-11-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

shit man !!!! whole day at his hse at first watch cats and dog 2 lol
after that did those hse chores really cant stand it !!!
his father they all including him whole day at home i dont know
what r they doing even if i were to pack it nw no use one
at night come back the hse is in a mess again !!
since you say u have to stay at home then do house works larx
stay at home dont want to do hse works make the whole hse so messy u can stand it
doesnt mean others can maybe they can cause they r use to it but i cant !!!!
pack the hse larx since u cant work u have to stay at home
then keep ur hse like a hse larx !!! lucky i need nt stay at ur hse everyday 24/7
lucky i have to work !!! and only come back at night striaght away go into the room
so it dosen't mean much to me !!! anyway this is ur hse not mine so
cant comment much too i just dont like the way u r nw !!!
u r letting me looking down on u !!!
im wondering wad if she pass away (not cursing or what) what excuses do u still have???
dont know how to keep the hse dont want to go earn money
capable of staying at home and sleep the whole day
everyday also say tired tired dont know u tired what sial
whole day also sleep already still not enough mehhx???
maybe theres one word to describe u most " LAZY "

2010-09-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

damn fucking piss off really i cant stand it anymore
i dont know whats wrong with going over to my place and stay
i have been staying at his place for akot of days already and yet
i only want to go home he doesnt want wtf larx
and that day he said okay and nw fuck man
if i really dont need him nw i will go home
he just doesn't understand what i want
he doesnt know how to give me a sense of secure
i hate it
and his hse is like so dont know how to say larx forget it
if one day i could live my life without him i will leave I WILL!!!
im getting to hate everyone here
shit !!!!!
i know sometimes my emotion is unstable but its casue i only need u
but u fucking hell only care abt ur game
not even determin to find job whats the point if using ur fucking mouth to
talk only when no action is done?? i also know use mouth talk only
say only larx i gt heaRT TO FIND JOB i will find tml i go find
ALL UR RUBBISH AND COCK!!!! MOUTH FULL OF SHITS !!!!

2010-09-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO ages since i last blog so here i am at mummy place ((:
guess will be updating more often soon got a laptop ((:
next gonna fix the router and i got internet ((:
okay nw!!!

lots of things happen in this pass few months
not a few but lots of months lol
but i guess everything went well after that

&

i'm in my 5 months preggy ..
its a baby boy so its my PRINCE (:
his kicking started to kick more often and harder already
so fast my due date will be on the 7 jan 2011
will upload those pictures up soon too (:

2010-01-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

thought i'm kind of late lol
but anyway happy new year blogger ((:

thu starting of the new year wasn't a good start
but guess carry on life will be GREAT !!!

first day of the year quarrel with baby
but we made things up ((:

my very first post of the year 2010
seems boring but guess wad i'm busy watching
siderman-3 on tv5 whooo
and i got my very first bear bear in this comapny whoo
felt so honour to have this man!!!
today will b only off days i'm left with
and 3 weeks later i get my off again so shaggg
i can't off for 3 weeks
its cause i need to use my off day to cover my D&D
which is the end of this month @ GENTING for 4 days((:
after D&D will be chinese new year which is a week later
have to use off to cover again but don't know will be going
for a trip out anot with baby see hw it goes
after the trip a week later baby going to
go india lurh will sure miss him !!!
hope everything will go well for him over there and
he will be back a month later which is starting of april
and after a few months baby going ORD lurh whoo
and when his back one month later he can start to clear his leave
and everything and that the end of the 2 years training (((:
will be looking forward to that day
but won't be looking forward to feb when he need to go overseas )):
the after baby ORD a month later i will be going to ITALY
i hope so i get the chance got to start saving.

2009-12-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

i have no where to go and i can't speak out my mind
i know i have controling u i know u have been tolerating me
but i don't know wad to do.
i know u need ur freedom i know u want to find ur friends
u know i will sure show u face
but i don't know y i just can't let u go
maybe i should really let u have ur own freedom if u want to bet
then u go bet larx
i can't stop u, u friends seems to able to physco u so well
then let it be lor
i just don't understand y does u love to bet
wad so good about betting
okay larx i wish for and all that i want is you to
accomapany me when i'm around most of the afternoon
u can do wadeva shit u want bet all u want take ur hse ur everything
i don't care but when it come to the time to accompany me
u better know ur limit
i can't stop u i cant close u too tight so i will learn how to let u go
and keep u in my heart.
but please don't forget about me
maybe is cause i don't know how to keep someone i love
all i know is i have to keep u close by my side by not giving wad u want
but guess its time for me to wake up in my dream
this are my words to u
i won't force u i won't keep u
its really time for u to chase after me and cherish me ((:
maybe its casue u are still in army
so let the time pass and see how are u going to do
or wad are u going to do.

2009-11-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

okay been ages LOL!!!
my blog seems so dead ..
been working and working so todays my day off ((:
and there it goes a day gone
my manager seems to dislike me cause they think i'm not responsible enough
maybe its true been having MC like don't know how many days )):
but hack care larx.
trying my best to change trying real hard so jia you behhx
recently keep quarrel with baby i don't know y
and he finds that i keep him too tied
think its time to let him have his freedom
or from the start i should have?
i don't know.
how i wish he could faster ORD and prove it to me that
wadever i think now is wrong realy wrong
a few more months to go tolerate guess i can
1yr plus has already pass only a few more months is nothing to me i guess ((:
baby i'll be waiting for the day that u take back ur PINK ic ((:
promise to treat me well LOVES

2009-11-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

whooo overdue picutres taken on my b'dae

wasn't a great day thou but still there's ppl that lighten up my day (((:

with loves thanks (((:

2009-09-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out to play with jia yi and jalenna
actually feel like going home after work one but
jia yi suddenly call me thought only go slack
but in the end go kbox lol
no money liao still call me go there
then we 3 girls order 1 martel thought sure cannot finish one
sure will put there one
but didn't expect that we really finish the whole bottle LOL
3 girls one bottle lehx !!!
and today lucky i off that two girls
still have to go to work lol
guess thay must be very tried
anyway nw at baby hse LOL
and baby is in darwin he will be back on the 26
faster 26 so i can get to see him miss him so much
and i brought myself a new phone samsung jet ((:

EDITED//
back home
was talking to baby on the phone at his house lol
miss him alot
must get him to come back fast got lots of things to tell him
yesterday was 090909
i forget abt it after hearing baby toh voice
was so excited till i forget to tell him its 090909
a very special day
so replace it with an sms so when his back he can read it LOL
okay been wondering when will my BIG DAY come
how will it be like
and wad will it be like? LOL
and when will the day i got my own kid
i don't know y i wish to have a baby of my own
but still i have to wait till baby ORD !!
only a few more months to go guess i have to wait till that day comes )):

vOn updated 07:45pm @ 10.09.09

2009-08-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

i'm too lazy to update pictures sorry
will upload together with my birthday ones
if i really have ((:

okay ~~H1N1~~ ARGHH cause of this one of the staff got it
don't even know weather can i open that BBQ ))):
hope i can anyway I HAVE HIT MY TARGET WHOOO!!
so i can get to enjoy ((:
but also have to see weather the other staff will she be coming back
hope she does and she will

last week when baby book out quarrel with him again
cause of the time that he have spend with me
ya i know his in camp but when his out?
sometimes really don't know wad am i thinking
girls are really unresonable (i'm 1 too)
last sun which is national day
was surpose to mee thim at hub have dinner
but in the end fuck went to his house
i was damn piss off and i said ~~chee bye~~ larx u
and baby got sad over this words
but i really didn't mean it!!
i was really piss off and ended up we didn't have our dinner
we had our 'talking session' LOL
but he said he will bring me to catch a movie this sat LOOKING FORWARD ((:
was surpose to be last sat but something happen to kor kor
he got into an accident and was admited to hospitial
so we went to the hospitial and miss our movie
so this sat will be the day ((:

PRAY HARD THAT CHERRIE WILL BE BACK ON 25

SO I CAN GO FOR MY BBQ ((:

(couting down 7 more days to go)

vOn updated on 21.08.09 @ 12:25

2009-08-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

busy watching SHOW and WORKING

will be back updating ((:

2009-07-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

whoo back today off nw at SNIP avenue
doing rebording whooo wait for my new style heaven decide
weather to cut bangs anot maybe cutting lor
see afer the reborn how it goes
yesterday baby tell me one bad bad new he this weekend
cannot book out so sad cannot see him for this week
will get to see him on mon maybe
the AMONIA(rebording chemicail) smell makes me hungry
later after everything going to have dinner with papa
and benedict got quanrantine for7 days LOL
will upload some pictures after my new hairstyle comes
good bye to my old hairstyle ((:
will be back

2009-07-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

whooo got a buffet yesterday @ outlet

so call 'REBRANDING' buffet LOL

time passes fast that baby book in already )):

got to wait for another week to see him again

been a tired week for me damn fucking tried !!!

kept sleeping @ 1 plus and wake up at 9 plus !@#$%^&

want to sleep early also cannot will try to sleep early tonight ((:

today went to have this steamboat with mummy @ clark quey

was not bad but soup one was damn spicy lol

lucky we order two different soup those steamboat that can put two soup?

yeah !! then went home so tired but didn't have the chance to see

baby before he book in !!

This coming thu 4 more day to go going to reborn my hair

and cut bangs whooo can't wait man have been counting

down since last week when i have decided !!

hope the out come would be a great one ((:

told baby to be prepare to book out and see my new hair ((:

vOn updated @ 11:32 on 26.09.07

2009-07-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

its been long since the last time i blog
heaven been touching com for quiet sometime
cause this week i have been staying back
all the way up 10 plus then reach home already 11 plus
so got no choice
okay todays another 19 ((:
didn't went anywhere was quiet piss off with baby toh
so stay at home with him
and he was playing maple the whole day
so boring but after that in the late afternoon
went to have lunch cum dinner with papa and ben and baby toh
after that went home then went to tampines 1 to have a look
with mummy then came back at around 8 plus meet baby toh
for while then went home and he have to book in )):
won't be having any sun off for the next 4 weeks
acutally have one which will be on the 9 but
one of my senior gt her PH on that day so no choice
4 weeks no sun off )):
so this week will get to see baby on fri night sat night that all
and he have to book in again continous all the way till
my birthday i guess so o.O
suddenly missing baby toh much a sudden feeling
and this two weeks i don't have to stay WHOOO!!!
can go home 9 sharp sharp reach home roughly around 10
whooo~ SHIOK*
&&&& our company will be going paris this year WHOOO
but i can't join in sad will get the chance next year
got my senior to buy me LV bag WHOO~ can't wait till that day
my very first LV bag.

vOn updated on 19.07.09 @11:33pm

2009-07-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

whooo back tml having my off again
friday off tml off only work on sat LOL
actually off on this coming thus but one of my
staff want to change then change lor
anyway sun off y don't want LOL
didn't even know that my pay come out lurh
meet baby after work then want go bank see
weather his army gt give him the 100 bucks anot
in the end wad we saw was not 100 bucks only lor LOL
was damn eeffing happy don't have to wait for the cheque anymore
later in the afternoon can go out play liao
its been so long since i last enjoy myself
next month will be much more better LOL WHoo!!!
tml will bring wyn go cut her nails might be buying stuff for her too
see how it goes this month got to save lurh !!

apply for lots of stuff LOL crazy me want to save until siao

vOn updated on 05.07.09 @ 1:28am

2009-06-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

don't want my blog be be too wordy so upload pics
that have not been uploaded bits by bits lol
last day of the month tml need to stay for
stock count hope everything goes right
so scare that i might key wrong stuff again and
my seniors got to headache again LOL need to flip
throught all the paper just to make the stock right )):
feel so guilty but my seniors has relly been nice to me i guess
they are really good really tolerated me LOL
thought i talk alot of rubbish at work but everytime when i
do wrong they say i never give those serious face
like take every word they say as though they are playing LOL
but guess i got better nw i think i have done wad i can bugt for nw
only left with those keying of treatments i guess
keep forgeting or miss ou one treatment that makes the stock
not right )): and YAYNESS!!! baby's book out on wed
he took off on thu and fri whooo!! get to see him again !!

I'M GOD DAMN BROKE FASTER RELEASE MY PAY PLEASE!!!

vOn updated on 30.06.09 @ 12:32am

2009-06-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

WEBS are forming LOL!! too lazy and too tired to blog

been watching show lol during on my thu off

was watching 'PI LI MIT' lol

so bored tml sun another off day whoo!!

but also boring nothing to do

actually thought of blogging long time ago but

too lazy to on the com cause gt to stay for this whole week

so blog today lor cause off tml wad

tml going out with baby i guess he say he wants

to bring me out hope its true LOL
today they gt this farewell dinner didn't manage to attend

after work 9 plus lurh already very late so told my bm

i'm not going lurh went home watch my MIT show lol

till now think my com going to be dead soon

need to buy a new one very sacre will half way die

then i die all pics all gone )):

need to go get a hard drive or thumb drive ASAP!!

and i NEED MY PAY ASAP LOL no money lurh saded!!

vOn updated on 28.06.09 @ 2:02am

2009-06-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

whooo ages since i last blog even my pluck gt decrease to 10 plus
form 20 plus down all the way to 10 plus LOL
been wokring and lately internet can'tuse that y
will be uploading some photo someday
jia yi just send me photos that were taken AGES AGO
worjk have been fine for me except that i'm kind of slow
and did many mistake got to learn already
but each time when i try not to forget something
in the end i still forget i don't know y i forget things easily
damn fucking easy did this a moment ago and after that
i can totally forget abt it !!! FUCK IT !!
form nw on i gt to do my best in everything
actually i did my best in work but still the same
one day when i shpuld have done wad i should do then
its my turn to say those say those consultant back !!!!!!

AND FUCK IT MAN DAMN FUCKING SUAY
brought my samsung pixon already
brought it only for 4 days and i lost it !! WA !!!
HEARTPAIN SIAL !! heaven even know the phone will
then there goes my phone !! got to earn it back again
got to CALL MORE!!! jia you's or
maybe wait for another two years upgrade my plan
or buy a empty phone i also don't know scare lost again sial
i don't even remeber where i put
i really got STM!!! tml's sun guess baby will be booking out
mon i off going to have buffet with mummy and baby

whoo!! and wyn is getting so naughty she bite all my books

and disc -.-!!! but nw okay hope tonight she doesn't do it again !! ((:

MISS BABY TOH

vOn updated @12:25am on 14.06.09

2009-05-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

whoo back its been ages since i last blog
been working and com internet cannot use saded
so nw at baby house com lor
so boring working been okay for me getting use to it already
but still do alot of wrong things don't know how
ben birthday has just pass he open 3 days two nights chalet
only went there for one night then went home with baby already
so boring not much ppl then if i were to stay there
i only girl like so ps like that los lol

today wasn't quiet happy at work cause
i accidentally drop the shampoo and some card
and kym thought i wasn;t serious as if i want thoes things to drop
i also don't want accidents do happen one wad wad the hell
but everything was fine larx
hummm getting my phone next week call baby help me but
SAMSUNG PIXON whooo wait for me i will be there man!!
been doing something hope that it will touches his heart ((((:

vOn updated @ 11:45pm on 29.05.09

2009-05-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

been ages since i last blog

so saw the above pictures lol

its our sales party LOL dec there will be one more

whoo waiting for the lucky draw LV BAG whoo

been working this few days

going to get a new phone on mon whoo papa signing the plan for me

getting samsung phone don't know which one

will see then hummm work has been fine for me

and going to be one month over there time FLYS

its going to be my one month of work .

get to know lot of new ppl different outlet

okay everyone is damn good damn socialise a good job

but there will sure be stress, as i'm still new and

will cause lots of trouble but no choice

got to be an adult already must work like one adult

i can't possible to let my senior keep protecting me

i got to be independent JIA YOU

now trying real hard to hit my target!!!!

cause i want to bring home lots of money whooo LOTS!!!

will upload soon when i'm free (((:

bye bloggy will be back (:

vOn updated @ 11:41 on 15.05.09

2009-05-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

today's my off day whooo !!
yesterday sleep over at baby hse
slept at 3 plus LOL
then woke up at 7 plus as baby going to book in
so go home never go sleep play com
till 10 do some house chores
then 11 plus bring wyn go for her heartworm prevention
should be deworming but in the end became
a heart worm prevention LOL cost me 50 bucks
then meet up with xl and the rest
play bb all the way till 5
go home bathe go have dinner with papa and baby
wented to stay at baby hse today
but he call me go home then go home lor
& wyn is too tried till she's sleeping under my chair lol

For now i can't think of anything better
but to work i want to have a blissful family
wait till baby ORD then we can have more time together
but its time for us to work work work work
to create our lill family tree (((:

vOn updated @ 10:56 on 07.05.09

2009-05-04T09:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday went back to j8 to get my pay
whoo got money don't need to take money from papa liao LOL
then was like so long wad meeting
then still need to wait for the signature all this and that
take already went back to baby hse
downstair eat i was FUCKING HUNGRY manx
thought yesterday can go home early
then can come home bathe for wyn
but KNS in the end so late then stay over at baby house
nw waiting for time to pass then going to work lurh
today only got two ppl sian
need to work till 9 WORST got to stay today
TML TRAINING LOL

vOn updated @ 9:17am on 04.05.09

2009-05-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yewhoooo
LOL ages since i last blog been really busy
with work during off day need to accompany baby
but all we do is AMK fk it manx
he got no limt at all really no limit when playing games
can play the fucking whole day even when
during night time after my work i go his house
he still can seat there and play
and i aks him to lend play com he doesn't even bother
all he say was wait wait wait
WAIT FUCK LARX shit manx
i told myself i'm GONNA HIT THE TARGET
really i must cause i want to buy many stuff
i really going to hit target!!
3K wait for me manx

vOn updated @ 10:51pm on 2.05.09

2009-04-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

BACK boring okay i PASS the test whoo
PLEASE LET ME STAY THERE FOR LONG!!

on sat that day when me and baby went to
watch shinjuku lol after the show
we waited for ah kiat to end work
so we were talking lol craping
all they talk was about soccer
and every friends that pass by baby got
to take a stick out to smoke
and every 5 mins WTF!!! smoke machine man!!
then suddenly baby was talking about someone
his gf got his kid liao i was like
looking at him pushing his face and ask him
when then will be out turn
not only one another of this friend also WALAU
but nw also cannot i need to work first
wait till baby ORD and see beh !!!
i aim to have one at the age of 20.
SAVE NW for my kid !!
BABY FASTER ORD !!
&&&&

my mouse is fucking PISSING me off!!
just nw call baby was talking to him on the phone
and his in the grave yard ALONE oh my !!!
told him everything that is happening !!
but still his there for me !! LOVES
baby i know sometimes i really very SHIT
but please understand me as girls do have
PMS once a month !! ((:
its already 2 years and 1 months
since we have been together the ups and the downs
the crazy moments the moments
that u say i don't use my brains and think
before i talk the small lill quaarels
that made US GROW!!! are all kept will

baby promise to stay at my house after his ORD
so i'm gonna get him a cupboard (((:

vOn updated on 21 april @ 12:57am

2009-04-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Boy over flower is a much watch movie man!!
its a really nice show lol watch finish

quiet long ago but was kind

of lazy and got not time to blog

so nw here i am as i know webs are

forming up over here LOL

hyun joong is so so so sweet and handsome GOSH

AND GU JUN PYO lol goodness

if baby were to treat me like that

man it will be like a fairy tale LOL.

been working lately and something crop up

humm went watching movie with baby

yesterday as it was 18

going 19 so we went to catch shinjuku VOLENCE show

not really that violence larx

nice we are going to catch taken and SNIPER

see how it goes.

baby got to book in today morning

need to wait for any other week to see baby

tml something on

HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL

vOn updated on 20.04.09 @ 1:45pm

2009-04-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLES!!!

Went have shopping with JY and jas
few days back

Today stuck at home rotting SHIT!!
Can't be bother anymore

2009-04-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

two pic for today ..

tis few days quiet bored don't know

how's baby wad has he been doing

seriously how long will we last

i have the feeling of leaving him but i knOw i can't bear

casue i still feel for him as for him i don't know

i want him to tell me the truth man !!

vOn updated @ 12:50am on 3.04.09

2009-04-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

okay nw i feel like working at another job
with better pay
but i don't know should i
cause over there got to stand whole day from 1to 9 but
here i seat whole day get a lower pay
how wad should i do?
hummm been working there for quiet sometime
over here at sony is okay but some ppl
are just so FUCK up and YUCKS
most of them are okay
very good ppl but nw almost all or should i say
not really all leaving already sian
still hesitating to leave anot
i hope they can really faster increase my pay lor
everytime bring home just few hundreds
buy cigar give papa and mummy wa lau no money liao
don't know how i still want to go put
braces buy new phone as for phone i can wait but
for braces i can pay by installment so i think should
be fine so should i carry on and ask
wad are the company policy like OT and AL ?
from the very first day of work i never once
have MC neither sobo shift thougth its only
a short two weeks i find that working here
can kill time damn fast LOL
but the pay wise i really need to consider.

missing baby he fallen sick lurh saded
he said he felt giddy how
hope nothing really happen to him beh
he keep on drive this few days
wa lau the SIRS inside also don't know how
to think one lehx keep on call ppl drive
so early wake up so late sleep WTF!!
shit man !! sian

vOn updated @ 12:45pm on 2.04.09

2009-03-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!
how i really envy those girls has bf that loves to go out
there's so much i want to say
I WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM
but all he do is stay at his FUCKING house
even if its my off day
see how lifeless am i doing nothing amk
not like last time go out
now got work got money (but not at the moment)
never go out next time die sleep with the money
i really don't understand i know sometimes
i'm a bit irritating but all i want is to
get his attention i want him
to show me the concern and the love that i need
i need my sense of secure too
I NEED WAD EVERY GIRLS NEED !!!
I DON'T WANT TO STAY AT AMK !!!
I WANT TO GO SOME WHERE FURTHER !!
i don't want to stay at ur house too !!
i have this feeling that its like a one sided love
i don't know y
but sometimes my heart just melt
like those small lill action i don't know y
and i will just cry even its a smalll matter maybe this is yvonne
sigh one day i will just go out of my mind
seriously i will

vOn updated @ 1:20am on 28.03.09

2009-03-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

lol been up with facebook LOL
thx to i don't know who baby's cousin LOL
he gave me lots of stuff haha
okay been working lately
yawns* life is always the some routine for me
it always is boring
my mouse is pissing me off everything
got to change to a NEW one evem ,y handphone
so FUCK UP all keys can't be use can't mse only can call
ARGHHH the mouse keep get disconnected
my com is going to be dead soon too
today actually wyn having her vacinnation but
got no time tml got to book appointment
hope i can do it by tml or else got
to wait till next week off then do it for her
then can go out without bring the box here
and there so MA FAN !!
wyn's growing in size man big!!!
which i don't want ):
nearly quarrel with baby or should i say we have
already quarrel LOL
wanted to go his house to stay over but WTH
aiya no point elaborating(guess this is how it spell) much
work has been good getting better
but i think i was kind of irritating lol
okay once they have confirm me i'm gonna change
a phone man this phone sucks
&&& papa went to malaysia till thu so will
be home alone boring miss him

vOn updated @ 12:02 on 25.03.2009

2009-03-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

second day or work can say there alot of "ah lians"

but HACK CARE and i find that they do gossip

and they also do look down on ppl

but aiya hack care is not my porblem

at work its a m,ust to talk to them

or else work will be damn boring

okay larx some are fine

hummm but guess i'm not get use to it

but i think all the work places are like this

but this work is quiet good i get to learn new stuff

REALLY NEW !!!!

so got to bear with it so got to jia you

baby will be back from out field tml whoo

then he can talk on the phone anytime

and use his own phone

nw he uses the walky talky on the car one LOL

cool right also can call LOL

then call him to talk on the hpone but for awhile only but

this few days the time passes real fast

i don't know y

everytime when reach home need to clean my room

casue of WYN she sometime know how to

go to the tray there and potty but

sometime don't so i got to do the cleaning man

&&&&

WYn is getting more and more naughty

she BITS alot real lots i don't know y

she love to bit ppl hand toes ......

so naughty but she's been lonely this

few days as nobody accompany her

sometime really very heartpain to beat her

but no choice sigh !!!

MISS BABY

von updated @ 12:32am on 18.03.09

2009-03-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

yawns*
today was my first days and its bored
study write down notes all this and that
on wed then we can do hands on
they got to brief us this and that
but time passes real fast really fast man LOL
but no time accompany WYN ):
she seems to be scare
don't know how then i can give her the
sense of secure that she wants
&&&
I MISS BABY REAL LOTS
just nw call him he answer then after that
cannot hear him clearly i hang up
i shouldn't have hang up
then till nw also can't get through his phone
OUT FEILD FASTER FINISH LARX
MISS YOU MISS YOU

vOn updated @ 11:12pm on16.03.09

2009-03-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday night baby came overy my house
to stay over whoo
its like so long we have stay over together
and tml will be my very first day of work
wonder how will it be like
WONDERING*
can't see baby for this whole week
and he got detail means got to drive
something like mission i think so
and he will be out for 3 days two night
HOPES his phone doesn't go flat ..

vOn updated @ 1:30am on 16.03.09

2009-03-14T02:43:00.000+08:00

whooo working this few days

and come back home got to clear the room

then when on com

been watching just got married some entertainment show LOL

got hock up with it so didn't blog

today was my last day working at aston

will be moving on to some pace better

mon will be my first day of work

hope it will be a good start (:

ALL THE BEST YVONNE FIGHTING (:

vOn updated @ 2:50am on 14.03.09

2009-03-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

WYN!!!

in the afternoon was kind of piss of with baby

but i guess i really gt to understand him

his out for NS and nt for hoils

so i guess UNDERSTAND is thw word

in the afternoon went to jas house

for dinner and to bathe WYN (:

thought today whole day cannot see baby

then got to wait till fri casue he nw need to stay in lurh

then around 7 plus ask mummy want to go already

then we left at 7 plus lucky still got abit of time can see

until baby then talk to him then wait for cab

with him then off he go got to wait till fri

SIAN !!! BIG BIG BIG SIAN !!!

&&& papa really accepted WYN whoooo

damn happy larx he talk to me he played with her LOL

was so so happy

and just nw was trying out the web cam with mummy

but still can't do it don't know y

2009-03-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

WYN sleeping

whooo wad can i say abt today

was so happy man

papa seems like accepting wyn WA

SO HAPPY LARX

damn fucking happy okay!

i just don't know how!!

vOn updated @ 11:20pm on 07.03.09

2009-03-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

wyn's first bathe

just nw went to jas house to bathe wyn

she was shavering like hell man LOL

after that play play play

then eat and nw she tired sleeping LOL

first brought her to baby's house

then to jas house till 9 plus

then to baby's house again

bored she was like damn tired larx

play at baby's house twice then jas house

past few days was catching up with the show

BOYS OVER FLOWER is a damn eefing nice show

&&&&

i don't know y my blog view in firefox

IS TOTALLY SUCKS!!!

just nw at baby house download firefox

and went to my blog but it was all a mess

the post background colour became BLUE OMG!!!

AHHHH so please don't view my blog when

u are using firefox cause that isn't my BLOG -.-!

2009-02-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

whooo gt my wyn back home
heaven been blogging lately kind of lazy
has been watching this show
boys over flower
a very nice and touching korea show
hummm just brought my maltese back home
wyn is her name (:
just nw she was damn high will upload
some of her picture soon (:
oh ya and he birthday happen to fall on
27.12.08 and for skye (jas doggie)
26.11.08 its a month and a day different
althought her pronuce sounds like win or wind
but her speeling is different

2009-02-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

i want to get my very OWN maltese

i find that if i really get one i love it lor

but so sad the owner of this house doesn't approve sigh

i thought i could have one my own SIGH!!!

i really want one ):

and as if i buy one dog will kill?

he say very noisy wad the hell then the one rent house

every night bang the door on the music loud loud not noisy larx

the day before yesterday 20.02 was at baby's house

was seating outside with his sis en xian and weili

we were talking and i say until my 18 brithday

i going to open chalet maybe think really will open ba

or else i also don't know wad to do

then we crap there LOL said REAL much crap

i still say want to invite "sai kong" come LOL

cause my birthday happen to fall on chinese calendar

on the 7 month which is hungry ghost

then i say i invite him come first then we go in the chalet LOL.

as for today did nothing much went to da yi house

have dinner.

SIGH I WANT MY MALTESE

should i just get it and put it in my room

but he say until going to chase me out of the house like this

faster get myself a home so i can have a

MALTESE OF MY OWN ((:

vOn updated @ 11:35pm on 22.02.09

2009-02-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

RANDOM./

bored actually should be staying over
at baby's place but he fall asleep
so i came back home
i don't know wad have i been thinking
but after telling him i felt
"KIND OF" relief but sometimes i still think that
i'm on a one sided love i shouldn't be
thinking this way but i don't know
i will keep thinking this way!! arghh !!!
today's another MONTHSARY
all we did was the same AMK HUB !!
eat arcade and his house its FOREVER like this
i hate it
i told him i want him to take the time to accompany me
hopes he really get wad i mean !!
sometimes i thought of asking him when does he
wants to settle down but after thinking better not
i don't know weather am i on a one sided love nw
i don't know y am i thinking this way
maybe i should make myself clear tml !!
i've got to ask him or else i keep thinking
the more i think the more my thyroid glands will grow
bigger!
so I REALLY MUS MAKE MYSELF CLEAR.
sigh !! his treating me real good but i don't know y
i will think it this way. shall see tml !
what the hell i actually found the APPLE TEA!!!
EFFING BLOG!!! wa lau found it in xl's blog LOL
shit APPLE TEA !! WTF !!!! ARGHHH !!!!
but it seems all in the past shouldn't rank it up
and hope he doesn't CONTACT HER ANYMORE!!

vOn updated @ 11:45pm on 19.02.09

2009-02-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

bored doing nothing at baby's house so boring
yeterday was valentines day did nothing
stay up at baby house all day
from the afternoon till night all the way
and he ask me weather can he bet soccer
shouldn't have let him man!!
i thought was on bet for one effing match but
in the end WTF he bet until nw still betting
shit man !!
say him he not happy hai
HE REALLY HEAVEN LEARN HIS
FUCKING LESSON !!
i hate it when it trun out this way
i should hav e say no in the first place man!!
sigh nw papa alone at home don't know he
sleep already anot !!
and his nw going to sleep like one pig
ARGHHH !!! his pissing me off really pissing me off
loosing out already still want to bet
but he say that he bet and save
after that he will stop don't know weather is it
true anot?

vOn updated @ 11:10pm on 15.02.09

2009-02-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY (:

ARGHHHH!!!
i spring(dk how to spell lol) my ankle yesterday
before going to wOrk with xl ):
saded we took cab down to work i thought i still
can mange but wad the hell when i reach there
inheal the smoke i go dizzy and my lungs contracted
and i'm sweating like fuck when i feel damn cold
so told my manager CMI i need to go
then meet papa we go 635 there make my leg
then bandge up.

then today took out the bandge
can bath all this already
acutally yeserday got bathe larx but wrap with plastic BAGS lol
then today can bathe freely man LOl
but my ankle stil hurt still walking like on "bai kai"
how am i going to spend my day today
then baby say his coming from 12 plus till nw 2 plus going 3
not even a shadow of his then just nw msg
say his pants is wet aiya but the main this is he wants to play DOTA LARX
shit aiya its better then him betting lor

shit him

vOn updated @ 2:40pm on 14.02.09

2009-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

today was my day of rest haha
went to YCK and get my stuff
then home and baby msg me at 3
to go his house i was like huh
u book out lurh mehhx he say ya
so went to his house
&&& baby say his gonna STOP BETTING SOCCER haha
lets see if baby really stop betting
then went pasar malam then home
tml got work thought of quiting this job
cause everytime go home with those smelly oil
BUT i'm getting to love this job
or should i say i love this job it fun working with those peoples (:
& baby's 8 to 5 going to end soon ):

vOn updated @ 12:49am on 10.02.09

2009-02-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

whoo nw i'm still at home blogging

working later i think i'm getting to love this job

i don't know y but love it

thought its F&B and u will get smelly

but its still fun wOrking with them

so bored baby loose 500 plus i don't know how he did it

but SHIT MAN !!

and nw where to find money LOL crap

he whole night never sleep still

bluff me say he sleep already shit right

betting soccer the whole night and the next morning

500 bucks FLYING OFF HIS "POCKET" !!

ALL THANKS TO ALL HIS FRIENDS!!!

FCXKS IT MAN !!

then moring went home sleep till 10 plus

THAT FUCKER WOKE ME UP

WANT TO USE MY COM AND FROM THAT

WE QUARREL FUCKX AND MY DOOR SPOIL

I NEARLY GOT STUCK IN THE ROOM !!

SHIT HIM LARX!!!

vOn updated @ 3:32pm on 9.02.09

2009-02-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

PICTURES WILL DO THE TALKING (:

CHU ER

COUSINS (: x3s

FUCK IT MAN !!

we taking pic and they keep nagging

i know its so NOT NICE but i don't give a damn

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:

CHU YI

there's more i will slowly edit one by one

and upload it if i can!!

yesterday quarrel with baby sigh

i don't know he really still understand me anot

how i wish he could keep the promise !!

1 month forom yesterday he will stop all the betting

not really stop all he will still bet but not

bet like now how he bet !!

he will only bet afew rounds and thats wad he promise me

hope i can enjoy later on

bernards BBQ at bishan

actually i should be bathing nw but here i am blogging LOL

don't know wad am i going to buy for him

thought of buying BANANAS for him LOL !!

will see how (:

later on baby also got party he will be going semb

and then later meeting at night for a movie

"THE WEDDING GAME"

okay gtg bathe lurh LOL

later the birthday boy KPKB LOL

vOn updated @ 12:09pm on 7.02.09

2009-02-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

i don't understand y is it me
i just want to use his(BENEDICT TAN THIAM HUI) com
for awhile but his forever the right one
I'M GETTING TO HATE HIM
EVREYONE GOT TO LISTEN TO HIM
HIS THE PRINCE NO HOUSEWORK FOR HIM
DON'T NEED TO GO OUT EARN MONEY
I REALLY HATE IT!!
AND FUCK IT HE CAN SHOUT BUT I CANNOT SHOUT BACK TO HIM
HE FOREVER WANT TO WIN!!!!!!!!!

and as for us me and junwei
it seems like we are getting futher
his heart seems to have something elses
SOCCER BETTING!!
i've not been staying at his house for 2 nights
and he say he love me BUT ITS ONLY SAYING
no action?
i don't know wad i'm thinking i really don't know
everytime when not blogging i will think LOTS
OF STUPID STUFF
but now when i'm blogging i will think of his goods
sigh actually there's lots of bad stuff to say
but nw my mind seems all blank
REAL BLANK
I HATE MY MIX FEELING NW
i really hate it
save me god save me !!
i really hate those tears just come running down
there's too many COINCIDENCE TOO MUCH

vOn updated @ 11:30pm on 5.02.09

2009-01-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

I Must Learn How To Ignore
Cause Ignorance is a Bliss

its been so many days since i last blog
wanted to blog with pictures
but kind of lazy
cause this few days have been going out
and reaching home late
and have been hook up by MAPLE lOl
my blog seems to be really wordy
but if i don't update it seems dead
many happenings where should i start?
chinese new year went out all the way till
night went to his side de family too
then chu 2 went to his house then went out
all the way till night i think so
chu 3 went to his family side
thats all for new year
went to so little pp house but guess wad
my ang bao money this year was the most
can't belive it man lol!
today went to hub with him he brought a SCV
actually wanted to change phone but
i don't know wad phone is good nw lol
so intend to wait anyway i'm gonna get a singtel plan
then after that back to his house and
fix the SCV and out to da yi house till 10 plus
mummy fetch us home (:

LOCKED POST

vOn updated @ 12:31am on 01.01.09

2009-01-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

its been like so long
its NEW YEAR!!!
a year beings !!!
was so bored
have tuan yuan fan at home with papa
si hui and weisheng came up too
i brought just right for the food
but there's still some left over
this year i've spend more then a hundreds
damn damn much
got to save cause of papa
and that tohjunwei his forever betting
FUCKING SOCCER!!!
i hate it man !!! arghhh pissing me off
so like shit like if really betting
that will win then there's no need for working already
soccer tea or me !! LOL
think will take lots of pic tml ba lol hope so
then my blog won't look so wordy LOL
HAPPY 牛 YEAR EVERYONE (:
WISHING ALL A PROPESRITY NEW YEAR

von updated @ 12:45 on 260109

2009-01-21T00:34:00.001+08:00

yesterday was our 1year and 1 mths anni

just like no other day
it doesn' seems to be like an anni to me
its like normal
went to have lunch with bernard
then to town then to chinatown to buy
clothes for junwei
we walk the whole chinatown i didn't know
till bernard told me LOL
then after that headed back home
was damn tired after that was playing maple LOL
i DL the the private sever one -.-!
today woke up in at around 12

then play maple again LOL
went out at 2:30 for my appointment
then went to shop and save meet papa
to buy stuff for CNY then had our dinner and home
got to sleep early tml got work so bored
working till 4 tml
and i think i will get to see him after work
cause he PASS his TP (:

vOn updated @ 12:40am on 21.01.09

2009-01-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

Its seems near but

YET its still far.

amazing i'm able to blog at this point of time uh? lol
normally i don't blog at this point of time
cause wanna to have mor etime wiht him but
today he went home at around 12 plus form my house
then nw waiting for him to call me to
go meet him to go his ko po house
tml is another 19 thought he will be taking his MC
but i don't think so aready he tml got TP
hope he passes his TP
he still the same i don't know understand
saying without doing it saying that he will
spend more time this week with me
its only his talking larx not true at all
he forever saying this
okay next week book out i will pei u okay
RUBBISH words are forever ~~BIG~~ and ACTION is NOTHING
saying and nothing is being done
was dota'ing just nw lol still at noob as ever
i'm already xin hui yi len already.

LOCKED POST !!

vOn updated @ 2:31pm on18.01.09

2009-01-15T15:29:00.000+08:00

i'm afraid that dreams
might become a reality one.

i'm so bored nw at home doing nth
waiting for time to past
waiting for his call sigh i misses him
damn effing much
i don't know y
few more days to our anniversary
wonder will he able to make it to get a MC?
i don't know he maybe stress
some of the time and me
adding on to his stressness sigh but sometime
i just want to tell him how i feel
and wad i really need and want hope he can understand
i also don't wish to add on to his burden.
i'm just so afraid of leaving him

LOCKED POST!!

vOn updated @ 3:31pm on 15.01.09

2009-01-14T00:28:00.001+08:00

okay today was my day of rest from work
LOL as if i'm working full time lol
i got doc appointment to day
before that went to bugis with mummy
to buy my CNY clothes
at first nothing really caught my eye
wanted to buy those V cut dress or something
but in the end i brought
2 shorts 2 (so call dress) 2tops
so i left with a heel and a bag that it
after doc appointment went home
and mummy BROUGHT a mickey mouse wallet
for me whooo!!
then me and papa went to central to get my
bag and heel but nothing really caught me eye
so just walk around then i say i want
to but anklet so we went to poh heng
LOL papa really buy an ankelt for me sial
so damn happy larx LOL
was my damn first time to a jewellry shop man
LOL most of time time is see see then go liao
and is at the shop outside see see lehx
this time is really go in and really buy something
of my choice as if buying ring like that
so FUCKING HAPPY LARX wa lau LOL
this year de CNY seems boring but
i've brought lots of things man !!
don't feel like taking anymore money form papa lurh
faster pay come out lehx
nw keep taking from him then his retirement how? lol
no worries i want to really save NW
SAVE YVONNE U GOT TO SAVE !!!
SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!

vOn updated @ 12:39 am on 14.01.09

2009-01-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

didn't have a really good sleep
for the past two days
me and baby had a small argument
during the past few days
but everyting went fine already
and nw he is back in camp and i got
to miss him for this five days
got to work tml sian!!
tml working from 12 - 11 LONG HOURS
papa today wasn't feeling well saded ):
baby called me just nw already so nw
i'm going to bed too damn tired !
NIGHTS

vOn updated @ 11:21pm on 11.01.09

2009-01-08T20:47:00.001+08:00

it isn't wad u think
but wad u thought

okay yesterday was a damn fking fast day
i thought today was wed
but they told me is thu i was like
HUH!!! SO FAST LOL
baby fail his test again saded!!
but he did his best that stupid tester
last question also don't want to give him
today work in the morining
so i'm back home early
tml will be a full shift hope everything
will go like wad we did on wed
BABY!! faster ORD larx
then i don't need to work F&B
can gO work retail or something?
then we work hard for WO MEN DE JIA (:
but work F&B also okay lehx
kill my time and i gt pay lol
i have no idea wad i want to do nxt time
SERIOSULY no idea !!!
A DAY TO GO & BABY IS OUT !!!

vOn updated @ 9:03pm at 08.01.09

EDITED :/

just tag a friend's blog

its all about basketball kind of lame

but no choice

this guy actually wanted to create a basketball team

but it ended up SOMEONE else created it

and became the "COACH" of the team

so his draging ppl to go in

so some of the ppl did

those we play bb with

and pass few weeks which is last year

we had our FIRST match with "THEIR" team

but they play till damn FUCK UP

its really damn fuck up

we here only gt a few ppl they gt one whole BUNCH

at first was the "COACH" who say no violent

but in the end was them who PLAYED VIOLENTLY!!

and they said us WTF!!

i was so PISS OFF WITH the TEAM!!!

like so fuck larx

then last last week i think

we had another match but we LOSE to them

cause was at some other court playing

and nw at this guy blog

he (the coach) say they got the teamwork

and stating there that is we gt no teamwork PUI!!

AS IF THEY HAVE THE TEAMWORK!!

they spoil my MOOD MAN!!!
we were suppose to play bb just for fun

then suddenly want form a team DOTS!!

after the second match we played finish

we ask for another match they don't want LOL
NOOB!! STILL FUCKING SAY THAT WE WASTE THEIR FUCKING TIME

EH IF THIS MATCH WE WIN I WILL SURE SHOUT OUT
SAYING TO U WASTE MY FUCKING TIME

WASTE MY ENERGY
COME AND SEE U LOSE!! I SURPPORT U WANT LEHX
Y WASTE MY FUCKING TIME TO COME
DONW AND SEE U ALL LOSE WA LAU!!

AN EYE FOR AN EYE!!

U SAID IT TO US AND I IWLL GIVE IT BACK TO U MAN!!

vOn updated @ 10.54pm

2009-01-07T00:42:00.001+08:00

It wasn't those candys

it was ur speaking

who melted it

okay i MISS BABY!!

he really piss me off at times

and i still miss him that much don't know y

couting down 3 more days to go
and i get to see him

so bored i don't know y

i miss my baby so much

i want to take more and more pictures with baby

or should i say never ending pictures with baby

we don't go out often so sad

he gt to book out only twice a week

and his forver FUCKING LAZY TO GO OUT!!

he will say his leg pain all this and that

so bored lifeless uh?

work at 6 today bored

ended at 11 lol

tired walk home after that

my hands seem so rough nw all thanks to those washing ):

and i seem to gain weight i don't knOw lol

but i knOw i'm fking fat nw!!!

god help!!

no use of walking home eveyday

so bored i seem to neglect my facebook lol

i will come back to u soon facebook haha!!

& nw DOTA time LOL then to bed

tml working then damn effing whole day hope

it will be a fast day (: nights

vOn updated @ 12:53 am on 7.01.09

2009-01-06T01:34:00.001+08:00

was doing blog hopping just nw
and blog hop to this blog
wa lau envy lor
i think most of the guys girlfirend get
to go to their POP lor
only me i don't understand y seriously
is it a disgrace having his parents seen
or is it a disgrace of his gf been seen
and we me and his parents miss his FKING POP
which is once in my LIFETIME!!
oh maybe i can get to go to my brother one
but it will all be different cause is my brother
but him his my bf it will be a different story already
and baby told me that his ORD will call me go
shit larx go do wad only collect IC lame larx
want to bluff also no parade!!
and some guys really know how to melt girls heart
how i WISH that he will be like it !!
but i guess it will be damn fucking difficult
maybe till the day i die he still won't do anything to touch
my heart or even melt my heart till i cry!!

working today was damn tiring
got to stand the whole day
8 hours of standing
leg also pain so bored it wasn't the
manager that i wanted to work with lol
still gt to choose who to work with damn picky
lucky gt xueling or else i whole day also do runner
then i don't think i will be able to walk home already
got to cab home lol
tml got to work at night hope it will be a peacefull one (:
doing this job is also not a gd choice
I WANT TO FIND A STABLE JOB!!
WHICH WON"T BURN MY SAT & SUN
this will be diffcult i think gt to wait till baby ORD
but after his ORD
i think i will still find a part time job
i also don't know abit regretful of nt studying in ITE!!

vOn updated @ 1:43am on 6 jan 09

2009-01-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

second post of the year!!
my starting wasn't a good one ARGHH!!
so let it be a bad starting and a smooth carry on!!
baby just book in
today didn't sleep that well slept in the moring
at 7 and woke up at 12 plus
rush to baby house as he told me
he wanna go to his ko po house
but in the end make my trip a waste one
in the end also never go wa lau
soccer was all he care
everytime also like this
win money liao then lose
then when lose liao
say want to win back the money bet somemore -.-
wad can i do arghhh
then everytime before he book in or
when he reach his camp
he will come and say sorry all this wtf
and my heart melted again
smiling all the way lol crazy me
i can't do anything cause his my boyfriend
i love him like i never did
then just nw when talking on the phone
he ask my this sat want to go out buy CNY clothes
don't know this time round will it be real lol

just nw in the afternoon while walking to baby house
with him we were talking
we started talking and we talk about OUR HOUSE(wo men de jia)
baby : u want baby girl or boy
me : both also don't want!
me : i want triplets lol
me : then if really triplets how many boy and girl u want
baby : two boy one girl
me : then next time one put at ur mummy house
one put with my papa
then one put at WO MEN DE JIA lol
baby : then like that wo men bu shi yao run here and there lol
then we started talking about soccer
baby : i have win abit there win abit here add up ALOT OF BIT lol
then save abit then can buy thing liao
me : oh so u save is to buy things larx then when can we have
WO MEN DE JIA if u save just for buy things
baby : then i save abit for wo men de jia lor LOL

crap right that before baby book in (:
then after that was quiet piss off with him
but aiya forget it
tml got work got to go sleep already
never have a good sleep just now ):

vOn updated @ 11:43 pm on 4.01.09

2009-01-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

2009 first post
i have no comments
seriosuly NO COMMENTS AT ALL
the being of a year and my tears start to roll
isn't this surppose to be a new year
a new being and new adventure
but y is it those tears? y?
i really don't understand y is this so
can somebody or someone
u need ur life so do i
u need ur pride so do i
u need ur time so do i
i feel so empty in here
i don't know y
but everything its gt to do with u
the tears the emptyness
i never smile for the very first day of 2009
so it got to be a bad one this year
god from the above please let eveything go smoothly
i don't want anymore crying
i wan more smile
let everything change i want to change to a better one
i don't want this attitude of mine
i don't know y he does like it anymore
is it that sucky?
change me please
i very tired of those tears really damn FUCKING tired
i don't want it anymore
I REALY DON'T WANT IT !!
everything seems to be sinking to the lowest
i keep letting out deep breathes but it didn't work
could this be a start of something new?
or a start of something bad?
god if this is a bad year then let it pass as fast as it could
just like how 2008 passes

just nw was with him wanted to go out but never
then went down
thought i could go shop and save buy something
to eat at my house thought he would be coming over
but aiya i just got to tell him to go home
cause i'm afraid that his sir might call him
(but bet his running out in the middle of the night
without any worries)
at first thought i buy something at my house eat and
we can talk and spend a night together but
it all seems so fake
and it ended up in an unwanted way
i must be asking myself wad am i doing
y i called him to go home?
when i know he will run out in the middle of the night?
but this is wad he wanted wad
i can't say NO
neither can i say YES
so i gt no choice but to let it go
came back home felt so empty
papa sleeping no body to talk to
thought he will be by my side
but its all an illusion i don't want it to be like this
i want someone to talk to
i NEED someone to talk to
listening to the clock tick tock tick tock
a min a sec gone no phone calls
no calls from him
no msgs nothing at all
he must be seating infront of the com
busy playing dota
seeing my phone means nothing no calls will come
no msgs will come it really hurts seeing this
must it be me the one calling u all the time?
y can't u just call me?
all the coincdence everything sigh!!

vOn updated @ 11:15 pm on 01.01.09

2008-12-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

this will be the last sunday of me posting
2008 will be gone and here comes a brand
new year 2009 upon reaching (:

was kind of piss off with him
soccer was all he care from the very day
he book out which is on the x'mas eve
till nw we spend together less then a 24 hours
the only time i want to stop was when we were
in the hospital he wanted to take mc
so accompany him down that was the greatest
time i have with him which was on the 25
and carry onwards was at his house watching him
betting on those fucking soccer
I HATE IT MAN!! seriously i do

i don't understand y can't he just say the truth?
don't like me saying him or nagging?
then i shall stop all those nagging and saying
if this is wad u really want
y can't just say the truth?
won't u feel weird when u lie?
y when ever i lie to u i will feel weird?
did i ever lie to u ?
y must u lie?
i don't understand
i feel so sufucated in here i can't breathe
its just so hard when ever i say something u don't like
u will show me that face or even shout at me
u need ur PRIDE THEN WHERE'S MINE?
i also do need mine okay!!
yes i admit i'm in a wrong of giving u face but
wad can i do?

SOCCER OR ME CHOOSE ONE !!
FRIENDS OR ME CHOOSE ONE !!
DOTA OR ME CHOOSE ONE !!

ur friend called u to walk and u walk ?
then y when we both go out when i call u to walk
u give me those ~~FUCKING EXCUSES~~ saying ur leg is pain?
so wad when u can book out on the eve of new year?
will u spend it with me or with ur ~~COM& friends~~?
saying it nice u say want to go out with ur friend i don't know
weather is it true a not
got to wait and see
and i don't think my very first target the cable car dinner
i want to have it

2008 was a fast year for me
a damn freaking fast one
2009 will be a brand new year for me
and i'm going to be 18
got to try and start thinking mature
i think its gonna be fast year

RESOLUTION FOR 2009

- Really slim down man !! (too fat)

- Get a better job

- Nothing going wrong with the two of us

- Him stop BETTING & GAMBLING

there's more i guess so lol

WANTS FOR 2009

- TO REALLY HAVE LOT OF TIME WITH HIM

(real LOTS)

- Driving liences

- Maybe a new phone

there's more i guess so lol

i guess this will be it when i know

wad i want i will add it on

or maybe update in the next post

HAPPY 2009 A brand new year

put down 2008 & carry walking down to

2009 there WILL be new advanture awaiting !!

3 more days and a brand new 365 days (:

von updated on 10:19pm on 28.12.08

2008-12-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS PEEPS !! (:

will update tml nw too tired lol
NIGHTS.
i know i'm late but still a merry x'mas TO ALL

vOn updated @ 1:43am on 26.12.08

2008-12-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

2 dyas to gO !!

tml working till 4

today also work till 4 lol

12 - 4 damn relax nothing to do

but need to do something act act larx lol

then keep washing plates lol

then learn to be cashier

i hope my performance will be good lol

then my pay can increase

gonna tell them say i can't work on sat and sun

got something on then mon to fri work whole shift

maybe starting from next year

them tml the two BITCHES are going for interview too

haha they must be glad to have me as their crew

cause i bring many ppl down lol haha

baby didn't call me today which he say he will

ytd cause he is going to tell me wad time he book out

then i can go find him or wad haha

i can spend my chirstmas with baby i bet it will

be a ~~boring~~ one he will sure see ~~soccer~~ one hai bored

then just now after work went to 156 see the xin tua thing

i saw andrea kor kor they all lol was like so suprise lol

then follow them walk lol then walk

till around 9 plus faster rush home for my

"LITTLE NONAYA" i think this is how they spell it

i miss two episodes of it cause of work yesterday

saded ):

I MISS BABY LOTS

vOn updated @ 11:40pm on 23.12.08

2008-12-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

whooo counting down 3 more days to

CHIRSTMAS (:

wondering how my chirstmas will be like?
yesterday went to central with baby
for my job interview haha
working at some coffe shop
but not ~~KOPI KIA~~ okay lol
wOrk at this stall call astrons
i think is a so call restruant somewhere
and the one at amk is one of its outlet i guess so
they will be calling me tml
hope i really can get into this job i really need a job
for both money and kill time or else i got
to rot at home the whole day arghh!!
and i can't possible to everytime
~~take money~~ form papa one wad so WORK is the best choice
yesterdat arghhh whole day watching the
STUPID SOCCER!! ARGHHH!!
everytime also like this one
make me so fucking piss off already then
when e going to book then come
sweet talk to me and melt me heart arghh!!
he book in yesterday
then two days later book out for christmas haha!!
COOL MAN!!
later going down to see the xin tua thingy

vOn posted on 22.12.08 @ 1:21 pm

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first i want to say i found a job whooo

its F&B de job haha

but damn cool man so excited

today was my first day

thought ppl there might be damn fucking dao one

but no all so friendly de lor haha

so fun tml i also working haha

but abit tiring larx but where got work not tiring one

but today like very fun lehx

thought i was kind of paiseh serve wrong but

today like not my first day o wOrk the ppl

there are like so friendly really not

those dao dao when ur first day of work keep

stare at u keep looking at u i don't like working with

this type of ppl sial they are like so shit lol

but today was fun

at first was like shit larx cause ENXIAN larx lol

say can wear any shoe so i wear slipper lor lol

then got to walk home again lol

then the stairs like cannot climb finish one

make one waste trip there lor

then walk all the way home again then walk to

the work place at first intend to take cab but

don't want i go home then take cab home lol

okay larx the work was quiet good lor lol

2008-12-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

the last few grps photo (:

while waiting for jia yi

sexy babes (:

jumping with joy (:

ice cream time !

piggy back is fun !!

18.12.08

went to sentosa

we were surpose to meet at 7.30

so i left my house at 7.30

meet up with jas follow by jia yi

then keep bombing the ernest up but CMI

so we slack at central go eat then

all three of us having stomach ache after eating lol

then around 11 plus ernest call HE WOKE UP FINALLY lol

but me and jas no mood to go lurh cause we use up

all our money lol we brought nail polish

but end up still going waited for them like so long

and we cab down worst there's jam at the expressway lol

reach thr club at arounf 12 plus

went tanning then swimming slack play PICTURES (:

we took 365 photos just in one day time and we left that place at

6 plus lol i uploaded SOME of it only lol

or else will be like the previous post so laggy and

SO BIG SPACE INBETWEEN!!

after sentosa went jas house to make her hair

then HOME SWEETY HOME (:

19.12.08

today its me and baby's ANNI x333

1 YEAR 9 MONTHS ANNI

saded baby can't book out today got to wait

till tml then can see him

STAYED HOME the whole day (:

doing nothing woke up at 12 plus

went down for dinner with sihui and her cousin

then home again they came up my house

then left at around 8 plus went to 608

the western i think they hiring ppl but i don't want to work

on sat and sun cause thats the time i can accompany baby

i don't want us to get ~~drifted apart~~

but they just don't understand

so i got to JIA YOUS man !!

then i ask baby how he say tml then say

see how lor cause is near my house

don't need transport fee this and that lol

so convience

2:12 am nw got to go sleep (:

2008-12-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

16.12.08

those pictures are yesterdays picutres
went to zoo yesterday
i don't know y there's so much space inbetween want
to backspace it
but its damn fucking lag and pissing me off so
please bear with it !!
and i got no choice but to type in another post
that post is damn FUCKING LAG!!
the file size for each pic is damn big
ARGHHH!! pissing me off!! did that post from
damn fucking afternoon till nw midnight

17.12.08

woke up in the morning went to
changi airport to send ah ma's maid off
then off to bai bai
then home lol!!
there's lots of pic yesterday (: enjoy
i thought this whole week will be slow week for me
cause i got nothing to do but
it seems like i'm wrong lol